onthenightofspm.

IJUSTHATEMYFUCKINGLIFE.
NOTHINGGOESWELLASPLAN.
THEPERSONILOVETHEMOSTLEFTME.
THEPERSONICAREDTHEMOSTUSEDME.
THEPERSONITRUSTTHEMORETALKBADABOUTME.
WHOAMIWITHOUTANYBODY.
ALLTHISTIMEAMIDESTINEDTOLIVEALLALONE.
THENWHYDOIHAVETOLIVE.
WHYDOIHAVETOBURDENALLTHISBYMYSELF.
WHYCANTANYBODYORANYONREJUSTBELOYALANDSTAY.
WITHOUTEVENABITOFHURTINGME.
OMGIDONTCARENYMOREBUTMYBRAINKEEPTHINKINGABOUTIT.
ANDITSHURTINGMEINSIDEANDOUTSIDEKILLINGME.