Lost. Im lost... I lost everything...  I dont need something to happened and regret.... I already feel lost when im with you.... Lost can be loosing something, something that worth all your love and life and you know you wont ever get it back.... Ive been let go and i have made the toughest choice of my life... Not all choice i made lead me to happy place.... but those choice make me cry.... I may hold on to memories but at the end... I know it all will fade away or im just pretending it, imagining it to happened again.... I rather not to live. Not to be born.