Life is a living burden. My soul is lost in this violence world. My wish is only to die. I cant even achieve my simple goal. Im useless. I have nothing to support and motivate me. Im just a another cell in a human body. Tiny and alone. I dont even know my purpose of living. But im certainly sure it was a mistake. Ugly and annoying is my middle name. I cant fight fate. I cant change history. I cant do anything but just flow with it. Society is judgemental and cruel. I cant even say a word. I cant even be myself. I cant even speak. In the end everything will destroy me. Torn bit to bit. Even the person i love left me. The person i trust hate me. The person i care turn into my enemies.