so i heard, you're back together with your ex . Yes i do love you Yes i wanna marry you . but i cant force you to love me to accept me . I let you go because i want to see you smile again not that you always sad with me . I dont want you to try to love me when you still love your ex . So i still remember when we together and you ask me what if we break and be friends, i was broken and hurt. I know you want it from the beginning of our relationship . But what kills me the most when you get back with your ex . Im not saying he is a bad guy but i dont like seeing you get hurt over and over again for the same reasons . Maybe i love you so much, maybe i take you as my wife . I cant control my feelings . sorry . Hey i wish you all the best and happiness with him ok .