My rehab is my music. My lover is food. My room is my crib. My main purpose of life is destroy. I killed myself i kill it ... now my life is as dark as a cave . Im a living shadow a walking corpse . Im suffocated with lies disappointment crash dreams stupidity and things that make me feel like a shit. When the delicious love or my come, i ate the chocolate like a wild beast. Im a cannibal baby. Sometimes my mega best friend come to take the pain away, as i bleed ... The blood flowing across my wrist the pain is gone . My life is between the lines floating freely on the cloud. As i gasping and crying drastically, i know my pain has vanish...... im feeding on hope happiness and the truth