Lithium

i have gone fat dark thick
i am so ugly like a bitch
that nobody would pay attention to me at all
but i realize , i will not change for anybody cause i love
who am i and what am i about to be

if i can accept who i am , why wont you .
you say you love me , you're my friend , family
the people who stay no matter what i am

Im getting weaker to the people who care
because you are the people who break me apart
you are the reason im like this
im turning into some piece of fucking emo shit .
fuckyouuuuu ALL .

i dont blame 100percent on you .
ITs my fault , im the one who trust you so much
Im the on who put hope and my love on you
I should get attached  . I just have to let you go .
Im sorry because im stupid .