broken desire

broken , 
what else can i say .
this week i build my confident
and just now i need to choose of being confident or emotional .
But now . 
I dont know what am i feeling ,
its like so neutral , btw i am not emo cause i believe in myself .
Its been so long i dont feel rejected .
Yeah , from my recent post , SARAH .
well i text her and tell her i like her ,
So . well a disponted answer but, NVM .
yeah , thats all , i think ,
arghh , i dont know what to think .