Empty .

i feel so lost ,
in my life ,
i dont know who can i trust anymore ,
i dont know if can love anybody ,
i feel so alone and betrayed ,
enought with the borken heart and being let down .

i am sick ,
i choose to be living lonely ,
but somebody will always make me happy or go nuts .
IDONT WANT that .
I preafer my self being emo serius way .
Not the friendly type . FUCK .

now ,
everyday i depressed myself .
i want to be alone .
i hate sosial .