As long as i can hold this tears, i will. As long as i can fake a smile, i will. No matter strong or weak i look, im fighting inside. My emotions and thought are like a world war to me. Its never been easy and it will never be. I recently try to heal myself , try to move on , try to fall for another person. But i cant, i failed to control myself cause now im hurting again. I guess im just weak as i ever be. My love wont be the same, i wont be same again cause im madly in love with you. Not that kind of love but i just miss you. Although you never love me but i never angry at you cause i just want to be with you now and forever. idc anymore